Thursday, August 16, 2007

Song, for Chris

O Dan, sz she
did you see?

Another wrestler died.
They think it was steroids.

O Death, where is thy sting?
Right where it

always has been.
At the end.
Nine Inning Game

All World Lucky Day 7-7-07


First.

Following a TV conversation between Giants Broadcasters Duane Kuiper and color fill-in Bip Roberts after St. Louis utility player Aaron Miles makes three errors at shortstop in an inning, unintentionally providing the last place Giants a 7-3 lead against the World Champion, but 8½ game back, St. Louis Cardinals.

Second. Vizquel gets rid of his hat.

Going straight back
damned thing gets

in the way. Omar
has a flip leaves a hat

way behind on his
way into short left.

Third.

Joe Morgan once made
three errors in a game.

It pissed him off.
It pissed him off even

more when Tito Fuentes
made three errors too

and pulled himself. Big
Leaguers are supposed

to be
better than that.

Fourth.

Miles grounds into a
bang-bang 3-1 with

the based loaded and
the score 7-6
in the Cardinal 8th.


Fifth.

Omar starts a double play
off Pujols grounder in the 9th.


Sixth.

Hennessey faces Chris Duncan
who has homered off him
twice in two at bats, so far,

in history. Gets to
3-2. Walks him. Brings up Rolen.

Seventh.

Scott Rolen once
got into my friend Terry Little’s

cab when he was a
Phillie Rookie and said

“Show me the Haight.
Show me the House

where the Dead and Janis
lived. “ Terry did. Sd that

Scott Rolen was the nicest baseball player,
and quite possibly the nicest civilian,
he ever met.

Eighth.

With one on and two out in the 9th
Rolen grounds out to Vizquel.
Giants win 7-6.

Ninth. Also Happened, same game . . .

Vizquel passed Aparicio for
for most hits by a shortstop . . .

ever . . .
at least that what they’re saying . . .

2353, or sumfin
like that.
Dream, heading North

In a caravan of sorts
I am sleeping

with a beautiful woman who
is cheating on her Mexican husband.

I, strangely unaligned, am
cheating on no one, besides

we are not “technically speaking”
“fucking.” Not even

technically speaking
to each other, just

sleeping together. It is
pretty & pleasurable.

Just as it is. We stop
in a coastal town

for supplies, particularly
beer. Brief scene

of debt reckoning &
borrowing unresolved ‘til

one of us realizes I have
lots of Canadian dollars.

My lady needs drugs
from the drugstore &

there isn’t one until
someone explains it’s’round

the bend, by
the Castle.

A terrible racket is
taking place in

The Castle Dungeon.
The landlady is screaming

at the Lord of the Land.
Some of this is captured, or,

perhaps, already has been,
by the Sunday Magazine.

There is a feast with
comings & goings &

special guests & photographs of
reputed Visigoths.

Many are known to me,
or others, although, some

are not, at all, there. There are
huge portions of beef &

it falls to the floor in joints
to join the cheese.
Ancient History (some of which, I missed)
for Voop


I. What would Hayes Carll do?

Orpheus plays to a remarkable collection
of snakes and other creatures of the underworld
in a remarkable woodcut from a Century somewhere
between his and the present.

In the court of Charles II
the guitar enjoyed a period
of nearly manic enthusiasm, sometimes
there were

5 strings, sometimes 6, sometimes
8, 12, or 6, again.

Send a check to KLFU in Los Angeles
if you still watch television.
Make it out to the LA School District.
That’ll learn ‘em.

II. Somewhere

There exists a youthful artist
from East of the East. Her
12,000 works since she was four show
the imprint of genius.

Her name means luck. Her other name
means to fly. She is their answer
to a luminous Yankee painter of shit
& Tiger Woods.

III. Little Monkey Falling Sick from Eating Rotten Fruit

In her eyes, monkeys are human. China Post
used her design when she was four. She paints
spontaneously & she’s really good

at monkeys. And at unique composition, as in
We have dinner here. Now.
She has 2 monkey friends beside
her numerous imaginary others who

show us their great joy with
her and are her
ideal human beings. She often
takes walks with her father.

She likes dolls. She often
talks with little friends who come from Peking,
Shanghai, Vancouver, & Odessa Texas.
Once, she took great pains to paint

over her father’s immortal
Marxist Realist output. He didn’t like that
too much although he respected her
work & said “Yani, you should show

more respect for your partners.” He painted
flowers while she nailed an orchid & said
she liked the chickens being
taken good care of by her parents. Then
she started throwing brushes

with dripping ink at the chickens, and a
new form, Chix a la Pollack was born. Yani
is always happy when she is painting. Tube
after tube of the young artist’s product

Awakening Lion
Ghost of the Last Catch
Fairy of the Cone Within Us
Let’s Go Cherry Picking
11 Eagles Looking for Game

& so many more
get on airplanes to who knows where .

IV. Critical Comment:

“The thing is
it is beautiful painting.”
Similar Disturbances

Home, beat up
by Lincoln &

the garden, legs not
only sore but

weak with work
& play. Chris

& Nancy in Santa Cruz
digging the Blues.

I am not
a rock,

but today I
am on an island.

I. So There

So what are
my brother

& his first daughter & wife doing ?
In San Francisco?

At the Giants game? Him
in the chef’s toque they gave

away today? Ella Grace
making sure it suits

him perfectly?
Without telling me? There are

images stored somewhere
in the cerebral cortex.

II. One is

A brother’s face that
sometimes appears

in hallucination. If that
isn’t him then he is

mixed up with some
other stranger on TV that

looks like him. Frightening
but hardly lethal.

Similar disturbances
have happened before.

He’s talking on a cell phone.
(Ain’t me calling.) Or maybe

it is, a reverse, an alternate me
& an other, him.

III. The Universe & the Mind

The Universe &
the mind

it spawned remain
personal & mysterious.
God’s Dog during Rivalry Week

Baseball is going to
get more interesting &

entirely less of
the matter.

More games will be
suspended postponed subject

to arcane postmortems
about what

might be. In-
fielders will have

the harder
time gauging

structure & wind.
Drift will

confuse more than
it used to.

Once real as well as all
the contrived rivalries will

continue to be
old confused &

not of the moment
or matter.

Voices will natter.
Gophers will continue

to eat my onions, the Lincoln Park
coyotes will continue to threaten,

I say threaten, boy, Pepper.
Stormy will continue to shout

at them. We will
play. We will win,

we will lose, we will
survive. Longer than

Pepper. This
would be no

big deal if
it didn’t

threaten the Great
Game. The only truly

American thing worth
a damn is

baseball. (Well, exceptin’
coyotes, who

too are American, so
that makes two

things. Long as
they don’t eat

Pepper.) God’s Dog
6th hole. Lincoln Park.

Hawks circling. Why
San Francisco is

a refuge, for
some creatures.
Three Sonnets with Bernie Van’t Hul

I.

Green ideas sleep furiously in the lees
and squirrels dream about the autumn rains.
We did too. Laramie’s late-night trains
knew our desire and gave us little peace.
It never has been easy deliberately to cease
believing in true love exiled on Main
Street, longing for a tenderness to sustain,
although (a poet might say) it’s better than disease.
And still, I am reminded, awfully
of her and that last incredible night
in the Silver Spur Motel. She took
my side, and I loved her and the three
things she said. The desperate fight
was over. All we had to do was cook.


II.

The Flying Squirrels often seem to sleep
while their leader’s frightful monologs strain
even a customer’s patience. They keep
right with the beat, though, when the refrain
comes back around. Scenery turns green
as lime icing on citrus cheesecake.
Fred would say that’s better than obscene
allusions to Vancouver fleshpots staked
out by rookie cops of the sort Hank might
bring up if we let HIM in. But it still comes
at me, angry, & close to that night.
I have no choice about my brain. It thrums
like squirrels flying close to ground.
Radar screens bleep furiously when she’s around.

III.

Though furiously they sleep, all green ideas
are known to fuck like squirrels when it rains.
They do their fucking underneath the trains.
It isn’t us they fear, for they’re at peace
believing true love is desolate, a stain.
I long for love that green thoughts may sustain.
XJ would say it’s better than disease.
I am reminded that a lethal breeze
wiped out the Duke and Duchess who complained
that God was being fickle yet again.
That someone somewhere would hear him, and reprise
devising plagues of frogs and pesky flies
to vex the angels flying close to ground.
Radar screens don’t bleep when God comes round . . . .
Give me back my name

That word does not exists in any language
It will never be uttered by human mouth

Give me back my name
Give me back my name
Something has been changed in my life
Something has been changed in my life
Something must be returned to us
Something must be returned to us

lines from Name
David Byrne for Talking Heads on the enduring classic 1985 LP Little Creatures
. . . if you haven’t ever listened to it, there is no better time than the present . . .
Prose Elegy for LE
(week of May 28th, 2007)


Laura Ellen Hopper, veteran of KFAT Gilroy in the 70s, and presiding genius at KPIG Santa Cruz died after a brief but catastrophic illness on Memorial Day 2007

Striking, to say the least, is the insistence among all the emails read on the air earlier this week, to say nothing of the phone calls from people like Robert Earl Keen, Todd Snider, and Antsy McClain, to name only three I actually heard, that Laura changed people’s lives.

I hear this so clearly because she certainly changed mine. Not in an earthshaking religious conversion sort of way, more like a chiropractor is supposed to adjust your spine, except in Laura’s case, it was my mind.

Sometime late in the 90’s my friend Tom “Stormy” Weathered played Joe Ely in his car while we were traveling. I had settled into a comfortable musical middle age, listening again and again to my favorite Dylan, Dead, Springsteen, and, oh yes, Warren Zevon albums.

Joe Ely was a bolt out of an unimagined blue, in the same way Zevon was when someone played him for me 20 years before that. But there was, in my universe, no known way to connect with everybody else, either artist or listener, who was drawing energy off those basic texts. I had pretty much given up on radio, sometimes listening to that San Francisco station that plays the artists mentioned above, while I worked in the garden, but that was about it.

A few weeks after first hearing Joe Ely, I was on my own (on Sabbatical!) and on the road, celebrating my 50th year and the new millineum. Among my customary tapes I had added some Joe. (Live from Antoine’s, by the way.) Crossing back across the awful continent I picked up Wyoming Public Radio, which not only played Joe, but some music that sounded like it came from the same place. A week later back in the Bay Area, there was something on television about KPIG. Eventually, I figured out that I could listen to it on the net at work.

My first exchange with Laura was when she played Ely’s cover of “When Kindness Fails.” I emailed her breathlessly that that was my favorite Joe Ely song. Included was my signature identifying me as Development Director for a national child advocacy organization. Laura replied, “What? In your line of work?” Only after I replied that I fully understood the irony of the lyrics, which someone with an ear for that kind of thing who had lived in Wyoming might be able to, did she inform me that it wasn’t Joe’s song at all, but one of REK’s.

That began a correspondence that went on until the last week or so she was on the air. Me commenting from time to time on whatever she had played last, and her salty and always gratifying replies.

The immediate upshot of Laura's programming at KPIG was that I started listening to, and then finding the shows of, a whole host of singer-songwriters who opened my ears and mind. Most of them are Texans, with one notable exception . . . A Canadian rebel-poet subjected to an upbringing related to my own, in a part of the world near to mine, who created a way to get way past it.

That of course was Fred Eaglesmith, nee Elgersma, whose family is actually connected to family or friends of my family and friends, among them a former wife. My now wife and I have been on a couple of Charlie Hunter’s Fredtrains, and the extended family of Fredheads is a major life reward of a sort I had no idea was even available.

And that doesn’t begin to take into account the artists I never would have heard of without Laura’s direction. Joe Ely’s compadres Jimmie Dale Gilmore and Butch Hancock, Guy Clark, Rodney Crowell, Paul Thorn, Mary Gauthier, Todd Snider, of course, Tom Russell, and one of my very favorites who just threw a great small festival in Texas (my first time in Texas), Hayes Carll. Mainly, they are too many to name. And those artists and their festivals introduced me to a whole ‘nuther tier of singer/song-writers Laura never played, but to whom I listen now with enormous pleasure.

The poet Charles Olson, in one of the works people who read him remember best, wrote

But the known?
This I have had to be given,
a life, love, and from one man
the world.

The one man was Robert Creeley, whom Olson barely knew at the time in vivid life, but with whom he was engaged (in writing) in an intense writers’ conversation.

That’s where Laura lines up for me. She gave me a world.